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Hui ching here.








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what happen??? at 7:15 AM

im kinda confused..
are we friends??
i think we are..
but i think we are just goodie goodie friends..
im not your best friend like you and her
but dont you let me have a try??
i tried very hard to be your "best friend"
but it seems like im not...
no way i will be!!!!

sorry..
maybe im too harsh..
but thats what came out from my mind when i knew you guys were at zinc's hse..
hey..
we are friends too...
why didnt you invite me along??
because three of you knew each other more and i dont fit in??
if that's it..
then fine..
i will just try to be your good friend..

sometimes i feel happy that you are willing to share your secrets with me and be my listener..
thank you..
i love you , my friend
but sometimes..
you seems to avoid me and dont really wants to talk to me???
you said im always sooo busy..
hmm...
i dont think so..
i wanna tell you that..
i will so rely on em is because sometimes i feel that i dont fit in between you guys..
so i nidda be with em..
is that my fault???
if that is..
plz let me know , k???
i will try to spend my time with everyone, k???

i dont mean anything bad..
i just feel that saying it out might be a good thing..
if i hurt you..
im sorry..
but i still hope that we are friends...
i love you,my dear friend..
and I MISS YOU too...
dont be mad, k???
hope things will change and everything will be back to normal...

ps:i love emily . chi . whei and everyone!!!!!!love you guys

xoxo
ching :P