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i still at 3:28 AM

i still love you
i still miss you
i still cant forget you...

i thought i did forgot you
but i think i was wrong
i still will miss you
especially when im on my trip
i miss you
i dunno why
suddenly all those feelings came back again
i will think of you when i saw something
eventhough it doesnt related to you
but i still will think of you..

i dunno what had happen
i thought everything was good
but suddenly all came back again
i dunno how am i going to get through this...

i will feel jealous when i saw you and her together
im jealous because why that her is not me..
but my dream will never become true
because she will forever be your princess
and you will always be her prince
im just a no one
(well maybe not forever,but is for the mean time la...)

i just wanna say that...
i still love you
i still miss you...

TEAMO...

xoxo
ching




see you guys soon!!!! ^^ at 9:31 PM

im in the airport right now..
waiting to be board..
i will be leaving for like about 8 days..
hope to see you guys soon..
love ya..
miss me too...^^
muackz...

ps:i will miss em . chi . whei . thad . and all of u..


what happen??? at 7:15 AM

im kinda confused..
are we friends??
i think we are..
but i think we are just goodie goodie friends..
im not your best friend like you and her
but dont you let me have a try??
i tried very hard to be your "best friend"
but it seems like im not...
no way i will be!!!!

sorry..
maybe im too harsh..
but thats what came out from my mind when i knew you guys were at zinc's hse..
hey..
we are friends too...
why didnt you invite me along??
because three of you knew each other more and i dont fit in??
if that's it..
then fine..
i will just try to be your good friend..

sometimes i feel happy that you are willing to share your secrets with me and be my listener..
thank you..
i love you , my friend
but sometimes..
you seems to avoid me and dont really wants to talk to me???
you said im always sooo busy..
hmm...
i dont think so..
i wanna tell you that..
i will so rely on em is because sometimes i feel that i dont fit in between you guys..
so i nidda be with em..
is that my fault???
if that is..
plz let me know , k???
i will try to spend my time with everyone, k???

i dont mean anything bad..
i just feel that saying it out might be a good thing..
if i hurt you..
im sorry..
but i still hope that we are friends...
i love you,my dear friend..
and I MISS YOU too...
dont be mad, k???
hope things will change and everything will be back to normal...

ps:i love emily . chi . whei and everyone!!!!!!love you guys

xoxo
ching :P




i love you..buddy!!!! at 7:07 AM

suddenly i felt so hopeless.
it seems like everything goes wrongly..
yesterday em told me bout maybe she is transfering school..
the first thing in my mind is "WTF?!!?!!"
why???
em..plz dont leave me..
you know i need you..
eventhough i still have other friends..
but im closest with you..
we share everything..
our laughter..
our sadness...
im enjoying every moment we are together..
i need you..
i know you dont want to leave us either..
but can you promise me that you will try to talk to your mum and convince her till she decided not to transfer you to other school???
you had you happy memories at kwang hua too..right???
em..i love you!!!!
i will be by your side no matter what happen..
friends forever!!!! k???


i'm so dead... at 4:31 AM

Gosh!!!
i knew it..
i knew something wrong will happen to me..
this is it...
i got 8A's...
Gosh!!!
it is soo terrible...
i got 9A's last year
but i just got 8 for this year..
next year which class will i go to???
im so scared..
eventhough mummy didnt scold me terrible..
and it was not what i had expected..
but i still feel terrible...
i know i didnt did well in my exam..
i cant blame anyone..
i can only blame myself...
im the one who sit for the exam..
and got this terrible result..
urgh!!!!
it had past..
i cant anyhting..
just let it go..
maybe i will work more harder next year...
gambateh!!!! ^^