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I STILL LOVE YOU!! at 1:48 AM

what can i do..
nothing..
just wait?
i dont think so..
what else can i do?
love you more?
or stop myself?
urgh!!!
i really hate this thing..
sooo irritating and annoying
i really feel like ending up my life
and leave this sad world..

do you how pain my heart is when i saw you..
when you are sad..
my heart is even painful
my heart is bleeding
when i look at your disappointed face
my heart is like tearing in tinny pieces
it feel soo bad
feel like dying at the moment

do you know?
it is really suffering
haha
that was what i told someone else
but now i gotto use it on myself
what a funny thing... :P






♥ at 8:27 AM

should i say that i love you
or im just attracted by you?
i dunno what feeling is that
and i dunno what should i do..
i think im in love with you
but i try very very hard to stop myself..
cause i know that i couldnt..
if i fall in deeply..
mayb the situation is even worse than now..
but what should i do
i can say that i do not love him anymore..
but the devil in mind keep disturbing me..
that cause i cant make decision easily...
sometime really feel like ending my life
and leave this sad and pathetic world..
but..
dont worry..
i will still stay beside you till you found someone that will love you more than i do..
just like the song lyrics... :P